I can’t stay mad because it’s a beautiful day
I just hate feeling like such a failure, especially if it’s something I know I used to be able to do, with people on youtube making it look so easy.
My hands have gotten weak and so has my will I guess.
Also, fuck you bike wheel you’ve been nothing but trouble.
get to bed and wake up even later than usual because daylight’s savings
and sleep in on top of it because my body says ‘fuck you Sarah.’
bike shop isn’t even open today anyway
attempt to fix flat on my own
spend half an hour trying to JUST GET THE WHEEL OFF OF THE RIM
SOMETHING I’VE DONE BEFORE (though pretty sure also with screaming)
My thumbs are raw and it’s time to go to work because I work early on sundays
No time to art on commissions or write for game jam before work
Today’s off to a good start. >:[
Tomorrow I’m dragging this whole fucking wheel into the shop and going ‘look at all these fucking patches, I think you gave me a dud.’ The inner tube is probably too big so it pinches and WON’T LET ME GET THE TIRE OFF.
So fucking done with this.
Kind of just want to put my bike in time out and buy a car.